I guess you could say I quit.

It's a new year and it probably won't bring much of anything new into my life. I'm not into new year's resolutions because I'm constantly trying to figure out what I need to change in my life to make it better.

My New Year's celebration wasn't anything special, no kiss planned so I spent time with friends. Good times as always. I was sick as shit by the time the ball dropped, and I feel horrible that I was the reason my friends didn't go uptown.

I work too much without seeing the benefits of it other than the amazing friendship I have with Pam. I need a new job.

I want out of this school more now than ever, and it wouldn't surprise me if I were to become a college dropout between now and May.

I have a million things on my mind, but nothing to say.

"Where were you when I needed you most? Why did you leave me alone?"