Monday, February 2, 2009

Confusion and pain, nothing's the same.

I'm so lost inside my head right now. I have so much to say to so many people, but I don't want to be judged. Someone told me today anonymously that if I play hard to get, I'll be more successful with guys. I don't like hard to get, it's always let me down. I don't even know if I want to be with someone. If the person I think it is is the one that said that to me, maybe I did come on strong to him, but it's not like he didn't do the same to me. People are shady at the worst times.

I've loved and I've lost. I just want my life back. I keep saying that I need out and I want to move, but that's not the answer. It can't be, and I know that. I need to fix what's going on in my head before I do anything. I guess it's not where I am, but who I am.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

"The cause of all suffering is desire."
- Buddha

Find peace within yourself and your own life *before* looking for smiles elsewhere and with other people.
Once you delve inside and emerge with your own brand of happiness, you can build a better life with friends and beyond anyway.

Good luck. =)

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